Damn-the-Alpha-male

I want to place one foot in front of the other shrug my shoulders pull my coat closer to my heart and bow my head in remembrance. I want to forget the deep gashes which, although healed seem to be as raw now as they ever were. I want to make peace with the past and feel like I am not forgotten by someone I wanted to remember me. I want to hit you hard whiplash you, leaving your cheek red and raw and create gashes like mine so you can know how deep you cut me. I want to let go of you and just when I feel I have you wake me at night and it's like a real life movie with dancing images of you nothing but you. I wan